The word that may describe my situation now is : Numbness. I feel numb . Not horrified anymore. My horror is an appalling emotion of a coward. I was watching what is taking place mesmerized moving from one widow to another trying often to capture a scene with my lousy hand holding a camera . the iphone might not have the best techniques for my case as well.
Zoe and Brownie (our dogs) are in awe I guess. Brownie has spent the last four hours under the couch not making a single move. Zoe lost his capability to bark . Zoe the master of barking for any movement that occurs in the street is in absolute silence.
The fact that the kids are not home , in a way makes things less stressful . What is happening is more of surreal. Somehow maybe having it all happening under my windows…
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